Week 11: Distance, Frame, Alienation
Typing away at the keys on the black keyboard, I sigh as I see that I have a lot of work to do. The hum of the computers is in my head...it makes my head swim. I remember why I came to college. It was in the year of 2004 when I graduated. I was a young fresh pup who didn't do what was out there. I thought I knew everything. I was cocky, arrogant, and, well, unappreciative. Right after high school I went t0 work at a garage. I'd come in at seven in morning, punch in, work untill five, punch out and go back home. What a lovely couple months I had doing that. My hands became achey and dry.
Soon I had lost interest in what I thought I wanted to do. I look back on those days with a sick feeling. After I lost that job I became jobless for a few more monthsd than expected. Eventually I found my way into working with mentally ill patients. That didn't fly over too well. I also took up work on a Christmas Tree farm harvesting, sheering, and bailing Christmas Trees. Manual Labor had gotton to me, but it was through with chewing on me until I worked harvesting potatoes. That is when I worked from dawn to dusk covered in dry dust and dirt. I had to run in front of the tractor, get rocks and big bundles of dead potato plants out of the way, and run back onto the harvester, which was deafening to the ears because of the engine that had to run next to my head.
I went home one night and thought to myself "This has to stop! I have to go to school. I can't live like this just to make end meet." I got an application for admission for EMCC and was accepted. Now that I think back from this computer station, I see that I am glad to be where I am today and very thankful. I'll keep typing away and change my attitude of being bored with a headache...I'm in college!